Thoughts on Internship

My Intern

Today I am painting, progressing on the mural on the Ivanhoe library. I am writing this post before I have painted today, thinking ahead.

Each day I work on the mural, there are multiple decisions to make. In the past, when I’d get a little stuck, I’d pick a somewhat mindless task, such as taping off an area or applying a base coat. Since having Intern to help, I save those tasks for him.

Sometimes I invite him to step back with me to look at the whole picture. I ask him what he sees, we discuss the next steps, and often I ask him which task he thinks ought to come next. I ask him for 2 reasons: (1) to help him understand the thought necessary in the process of creating such a massive painting and (2) sometimes I have “decision fatigue”, which might be a euphemism for mental laziness.

In anticipation of today’s work, I made a list of the next easy tasks, and in the process, I realized that his role as an active intern on this mural might reach an end today. What remains are tight detailing: the man on the ladder, some smudgepots, the rooster, tighter lettering, the auditorium, a wind machine, and perhaps a couple of surprises.

I wonder if he will still want to hang around while I work on these things. He might, he might not. More will be revealed in the fullness of time.

Someone Else’s Thoughts on Internships or Apprenticeships

The next two paragraphs are taken from Eric Rhoads, the prolific painter, writer, workshop and convention coordinator and leader—the man who led the weeklong plein air retreat in Monterey that I attended in October 2024.

“. . .that’s exactly how the masters worked. Apprentices would paint backgrounds, grind pigments, even paint entire sections of ‘the master’s’ work. Collaboration wasn’t a buzzword; it was how things got done. Raphael had an entire workshop of apprentices painting from his designs. Was it still “his” work? The Renaissance said yes. Our modern obsession with individual authorship would have confused them.

When I let those kids paint on my canvas, I wasn’t risking ruining it. I was enacting a centuries-old tradition. And more importantly, I was doing what those Renaissance masters did: passing it on. Because here’s the secret they knew and we’ve forgotten — art isn’t about the final product. It’s about the transformation that happens in the making. —From Eric Rhoads

In case you were curious, I kept track of Intern’s hours and paid him last week. I will pay him for his remaining hours of working, but not if he chooses to simply observe. He was shocked by the check, slightly insulted when I asked him if he knew what to do with a check, and felt unworthy, as if he owed me something in return.

I reminded him that he gave me some hours of his life, I gave him the equivalent of green pieces of paper with dead presidents’ faces on it in exchange, and we were even.

I Wonder

How many more Fridays will it take to complete this? Should Intern’s name go on the mural? Will I be able to do all those details without his excellent eye and honest input? Will I be able to help him find a steady job? Will he go on to paint a mural of his own? (He is into videography more than 2-dimensional art.)

Look how far we’ve come in ten days of painting!

The end of Day One:

The end of Day Ten:

Enough bloviating for today. Come back Monday to see how close we are to the end of this most satisfying project.

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8 Comments

  1. He will always have a good memory of this and I hope he mentors others because of this. It would be gracious and meaningful to him to get to sign it. I think you are a natural teacher!!

    • Kathy, thank you for your kind thoughts about the internship. I will have to consult with the people who are paying me and with other artists to learn the protocol about signing.

  2. It would be a wonderful learning experience for him to stay and watch you finish up the fine details. I love that you got so much out of having an intern too. And WOW, that wall looks absolutely amazing!

    • Michelle, it still feels as if much of it is best viewed from the back of a fast horse! Today I felt like a fraud artist, an imposter, a Jane Bag-of-Donuts masquerading as an artist. Sheesh, will this ever be finished? Thank you so much for your vote of confidence!

      • Best viewed from the back of a fast horse. This is hilarious imagery 🙂

        • Elisabeth, I love that expression. Stole it from someone. Another artist says “Best viewed at midnight wearing dark glasses”. I guess we all have our moments of doubt.

  3. Love seeing how this all came together. Creative arts can be a very solitary profession, so I love that you were able to help mentor someone and have another set of eyes (and listening ears) with you. It sounds like he is skilled, patient, and a good worker and that you made a good team!

    • Elisabeth, the more I paint, the more I see that needs to be done. After working with him today, I realized that there is still plenty for him to do. I am amazed how much fun we are having together today—so much silliness and laughter, while getting work accomplished.


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